Thursday, March 18, 2010

Honesty is not always the best policy

One of the biggest resentments I have right now is towards my work. They knew that I had been accepted to PA school and assured me, over and over, that it would be okay and my promotion was not going to be taken away from me. Alas this was a fallacy since as soon as the "real" one in power found out, it was yanked. Just like, poof!, it was gone. The ironic thing is that I have better people skills and work ethic than either of the two remaining DSs. I'm sure that the one lied about going to grad school since all of a sudden she is leaving, and the other is constantly looking for shortcuts as well as making ual remarks. All I can do with this is pray for them and the company in general, as well as work on being willing to let it go.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Thank Goodness for Sun

So I am so stoked about the weather finally turning around from icky, depressed clouds to the (somewhat) warmth of the sun. This has been such a bleak winter and it is so nice to break out the flip flops. It's been kinda an emotional winter, what with breaking the engagement, going back and forth between other guys and Matt finally to realize how much Matt does mean to me and to be with him again. Unfortunately though, I am at my mom's house, aka Gitmo. But that will change eventually. I can't wait to go to PA school in August. It would be nice if my family could possibly stop trying to make me feel like a failure for five minutes. Only in my family are you a loser if you don't get into grad school until you are 26.