So right now I am seeing a guy I saw before I went out with M. I'm not really sure why W. even wants to go out with me, since I've somewhat screwed him over a few times. It's so nice just to hang out with someone and not be worrying if I say something wrong and he gets mad. Plus W is like overly turned on by me, which is way flattering. I haven't felt attractive in so long. Tonight we watched Mystic River, and then he asked if I wanted to go hang out with him and his friends. Since I have my first aid class in the morning, I declined, but it was nice anyway. I think we are going to do something tomorrow.